Lost-and-Finding;

My focus in life has been lost lately.My days are spent staring out the window like a child in a classroom.There are so many things I should be doing but my brain has shut down.My emotions are running wild.My heart is off rhythm as well,this time on the opposite end of the spectrum.

 Am I Lost ? Or finding Myself ? Or have I found Myself ? Or is it the holi bhang in air ? ;) :)
Heck!! I am confused.