Drafts
Sometimes becoming a stranger to your own story can be "Awkward".
Yes,it happens when you read your old drafts.I just found some old petrified dump of ideas in my blog drafts and I am still wondering why,what,where,when,why write? :D
Unfinished thoughts,incomplete story,contradictions,errors,confusion,questions,whatever,they don't have a beginning or an end.
Here are some old scratching s....
Here are some old scratching s....
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Draft 1
They go left and you stay right
Between day and night
You wonder why did you fight
Did you go wrong,were they right
Between the lines of side and pride
You wonder what you have to Hide
They go left and you stay right.
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You wonder why did you fight
Did you go wrong,were they right
Between the lines of side and pride
You wonder what you have to Hide
They go left and you stay right.
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Draft 2
Bad decisions make good stories.
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Draft 3
| I sometimes think & wonder to what extent I have changed. Life has changed me for good or bad I do not know. But, I guess that’s the essence of life nevertheless. We do not remain the same forever; we transform & mature over years. It’s occasionally factors like time, circumstances, surroundings or even people, that contribute to the change. Change in our behavior, characteristics, change in our thoughts, change in our way of scrutinizing things, may be habits too. But, do people accept the change around us? Do they comprehend and accept things, the way we want to? I guess not so effortlessly. Change. I like it. At least I think I do. I’m always amazed how much people don’t like change. And I’ve always thought it was funny because I love change. But I’ve begun to wonder if I only like change when I’m part of initiating the change. If things are changed out of my control, am I still as eager to embrace the change? ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Draft 4 As life goes on I'm starting to learn more & more about responsibility and I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me,so I wan ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Draft 5 I'm trying hard to shut my ego but I see I'm trying my EGO to 'shut it'...and I see my self respect giving me a evil grin. |
ಕಾಣೆಯಾಗಿದ್ದಾರೆ /Missing
.....ಗೋಧಿ ಬಣ್ಣ ಸಾಧಾರಣ ಮೈಕಟ್ಟು
What a refreshing movie.It's one of those movies that you shouldn't miss watching once, before youdie live :)
It's about a person who in process of finding his "missing dad" get's lost, finds himself in LIFE.
There are many small incidents in the movie,where one get's connected immediately.It's true that we don't value something unless we lose it. Don't lose it ,value it.
Give time to your family,friends,have passion,find love, movie is all about that & much more.
Simple story,complicated feelings,beautiful movie.Take time out, watch it ,get lost ,find yourself.
Kudos to the entire team of GBSM.
PS: I usually don't write about movie review's but this movie made me blog.
What a refreshing movie.It's one of those movies that you shouldn't miss watching once, before you
It's about a person who in process of finding his "missing dad" get's lost, finds himself in LIFE.
There are many small incidents in the movie,where one get's connected immediately.It's true that we don't value something unless we lose it. Don't lose it ,value it.
Give time to your family,friends,have passion,find love, movie is all about that & much more.
Simple story,complicated feelings,beautiful movie.Take time out, watch it ,get lost ,find yourself.
Kudos to the entire team of GBSM.
PS: I usually don't write about movie review's but this movie made me blog.
At the moment....
Mood @ moment : -
Bad trance.
Bad trance.
Feeling @ moment :-
Falling down a tunnel as same as Alice in wonderland did but only to find a tunnel again.
Falling down a tunnel as same as Alice in wonderland did but only to find a tunnel again.
Mind @ moment :-
You are right,World is bad.
You are right,World is bad.
Heart @ moment :-
You are wrong,World is good.
You are wrong,World is good.
Lost.Period.
Lost-and-Finding;
My focus in life has been lost lately.My days are spent staring out the window like a child in a classroom.There are so many things I should be doing but my brain has shut down.My emotions are running wild.My heart is off rhythm as well,this time on the opposite end of the spectrum.
Am I Lost ? Or finding Myself ? Or have I found Myself ? Or is it the holi bhang in air ? ;) :)
Heck!! I am confused.
Am I Lost ? Or finding Myself ? Or have I found Myself ? Or is it the holi bhang in air ? ;) :)
Heck!! I am confused.
Circumstances,changes,choices!!
Circumstances change us,whether you like it or not reality hits you badly.
Sometimes you make a choice and you know in your heart , it is going to change everything. Change is not always bad,its constant,it broadens your mindset.But it sucks too.
Sometimes its scary.Its scary how your choice is going to attack you like a snowball of consequences running down a slope.But still you make that choice,bring in that change.
Sometimes for your own happiness and other times for happiness of others. Choices,changes,circumstances hmm these are questions.And...
Sometimes questions in life teach you more than the answers ever did.
Sometimes you make a choice and you know in your heart , it is going to change everything. Change is not always bad,its constant,it broadens your mindset.But it sucks too.
Sometimes its scary.Its scary how your choice is going to attack you like a snowball of consequences running down a slope.But still you make that choice,bring in that change.
Sometimes for your own happiness and other times for happiness of others. Choices,changes,circumstances hmm these are questions.And...
Sometimes questions in life teach you more than the answers ever did.
Lemons & Limes
It’s funny how life is,
Gives you lemons for breakfast,
And limes for tea.
When all you really want is,
The apple that falls close to the tree.
On days where the wind blows,
And you wish to fly a kite;
Fate has a way of pulling strings,
And dragging you along,
For one hell of a ride..
It's funny how life is,
You think you are right,
When you are obviously wrong.And the truth only hits you,
When you have no clue.
It's funny how life is...
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Be Nice :)
Ever had a feeling that your the "nicest" person on earth and yet everything happening around you is just the opposite of that ? Hmm from past few days I had that feeling and that's one of the reason why my blog had been paused. Sometimes we feel too much, don't we? :)
No matter what don't stop being nice Dad told me.I just nodded,I didn't understand why should we be so nice when things around are not than I happened to watch this video and my heart melted.Every nice person in the world should watch it and every not nice person in the world should definitely watch it.. :)
No matter what don't stop being nice Dad told me.I just nodded,I didn't understand why should we be so nice when things around are not than I happened to watch this video and my heart melted.Every nice person in the world should watch it and every not nice person in the world should definitely watch it.. :)
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Tattoos
The only people with tattoos I remember were the biker dudes and foreigners.I used to stare at them like they were aliens.I always thought tattoos were some fashion statement and people get it done only to show off..
But I changed my perceptive after watching Miami Ink.
Tattoos are more than a style statement,its very personal. Its love,inspiration,victory over evil,its strength,its determination,its life.It means a lot to someone who is getting it done. They have feelings and courage to express it.
Respect.
I don't have a tattoo but will get1 soon..watch out this space :)
But I changed my perceptive after watching Miami Ink.
Tattoos are more than a style statement,its very personal. Its love,inspiration,victory over evil,its strength,its determination,its life.It means a lot to someone who is getting it done. They have feelings and courage to express it.
Respect.
I don't have a tattoo but will get1 soon..watch out this space :)
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Men in Black n Grey too :)
Out of KT-15,9 of them are married now :) *Sigh* GOD Bless :D :)
Hmm!! How time flies..I still remember the first wedding in our group Rishitha's,it had the maximum attendance the whole gang was there chatting,leg pulling,teasing ah it was so much fun and from that day till R & K's wedding,
reception nothing much has changed it was all the same teasing,leg pulling,chatting in that order :D but with added family children husbands and wives :)
Here's wishing a great new life ahead,hearty congratulations once again to
Rakesh and Karthik.
-KT:15
Hmm!! How time flies..I still remember the first wedding in our group Rishitha's,it had the maximum attendance the whole gang was there chatting,leg pulling,teasing ah it was so much fun and from that day till R & K's wedding,
reception nothing much has changed it was all the same teasing,leg pulling,chatting in that order :D but with added family children husbands and wives :)
Here's wishing a great new life ahead,hearty congratulations once again toRakesh and Karthik.
-KT:15
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Sis-ya
8/8
When I first met you,I thought abba ಏನ್ ತಲೆ ತಿನೋ party,
But when I got to know you,I became one in your party;
We had,had the maximum number of fights,
But also had greatest cares;
You were,are a very special friend NJ,
You will always be there;
Happy Birthday :) NJ :)
KT -15 Wishes you many many more happy returns of the day :)
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We had,had the maximum number of fights,
But also had greatest cares;
You were,are a very special friend NJ,
You will always be there;
Happy Birthday :) NJ :)
KT -15 Wishes you many many more happy returns of the day :)
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Destination - ERODE :)
Till we actually set off for Erode on Tuesday evening ,I was dreading it'd be cancelled off any minute.And when we finally started I was still shocked and surprised that we were actually going.
Yeah! We did go! Hurray for that.
We started off late,reached late,got up early,left late in between we didn't sleep,attended a wedding actually three weddings,had fun,didn't sleep, Karthik was just clicking pic's,Cp kept on saying VPN problem,and we didn't sleep haha...:D
It's so amazing how friends catch up ,like there hasn't been a day gap.None of us even call each other every day,week or even a month .Most of us don't mail/chat with each other and yet when we all meet nothing will be changed (Touch Wood) for that :).
Yeah! We did go! Hurray for that.
Destination: ERODE
Purpose: We needed a break plus it was Vichu's wedding hehe :P
Travel partners: Cp,Babi,Dipi,Teju
Other travel partners: Karthik,Naveen,Naveen's friend :),Praveen,Rakesh.
We started off late,reached late,got up early,left late in between we didn't sleep,attended a wedding actually three weddings,had fun,didn't sleep, Karthik was just clicking pic's,Cp kept on saying VPN problem,and we didn't sleep haha...:D
It's so amazing how friends catch up ,like there hasn't been a day gap.None of us even call each other every day,week or even a month .Most of us don't mail/chat with each other and yet when we all meet nothing will be changed (Touch Wood) for that :).
Happy Married Life Vichu and Ramya :)-KT15
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Words
Sorry,Thank You,Love You,Hate You.
....are simple little words.But are the most hardest to say sometimes.Words carry tremendous power within them.
Words can break hearts,mend hearts
make you weak,make you strong
make you cry,make you smile
make you hurt,make you heal
make you fear,make you brave
make you die,make you live...
make everything of you,for you.
Its only words and they are alive,if you cut them ,they bleed too. :)
....are simple little words.But are the most hardest to say sometimes.Words carry tremendous power within them.
Words can break hearts,mend hearts
make you weak,make you strong
make you cry,make you smile
make you hurt,make you heal
make you fear,make you brave
make you die,make you live...
make everything of you,for you.
Its only words and they are alive,if you cut them ,they bleed too. :)
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Getting Old or Growing Up?
Getting Old is creepy,its strange,its scary.
In a few years from now I will be in my 30's and probably I would still be writing the same thing only by changing number :D
As we creep higher decades in 20's people in our age bracket start saying "God,we are getting old we should be more responsible,clam ,collected, behave like a adult at least now ".
Yes!
I want to be responsible ,but I still want to have irresponsible fun.
I want to be clam,collected ,but I also want to be crazy,spontaneous.
I will at least behave like a adult,but I still want to be a child and go visit disney land.
I suppose I am learning that this is the time in our lives when we figure out what we like, who we like, and most importantly who we are.
Its not about Getting Old,its about Growing Up,finding balance.Figure it out.
I will keep updated on how that works out for me :)
In a few years from now I will be in my 30's and probably I would still be writing the same thing only by changing number :D
As we creep higher decades in 20's people in our age bracket start saying "God,we are getting old we should be more responsible,clam ,collected, behave like a adult at least now ".
Yes!
I want to be responsible ,but I still want to have irresponsible fun.
I want to be clam,collected ,but I also want to be crazy,spontaneous.
I will at least behave like a adult,but I still want to be a child and go visit disney land.
I suppose I am learning that this is the time in our lives when we figure out what we like, who we like, and most importantly who we are.
Its not about Getting Old,its about Growing Up,finding balance.Figure it out.
I will keep updated on how that works out for me :)
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Fights,trust and belief :)
Ahh "friend fights",sometimes they are silly and other times they are more silly.Fights usually happen when someone is either tired, stressed, upset or just plain annoyed at something or someone but that might not be you.
Fights usually happen because one person is just holding back all there pain and they just explode on to the person they are with.I don’t think fighting is ever the answer but when you’re fighting with someone make sure you know what you’re fighting for.
Anyways,I had one such fight with a close friend of mine last week and we fought over the topic trust vs belief the fight however had started with something else :D
Anyways,I had one such fight with a close friend of mine last week and we fought over the topic trust vs belief the fight however had started with something else :D
Everything at once..
Well,I wanted to blog,wanted to write a post and than "this" song got stuck in my head and now I can't even get it out..all I do is hum this song every now and than and annoy everyone who is around me.
Some songs are like that..aren't they? It was this windows 8 new ad and the song I liked played in it,the song by Lenka called Everything at once..
The lyrics are very catchy,I feel everybody should hear it once.Its nice :)
And if it gets stuck in your head,blame Lenka :D
As sly as a fox, as strong as an ox
As fast as a hare, as brave as a bear
As free as a bird, as neat as a word
As quiet as a mouse, as big as a house
All I wanna be, all I wanna be, oh
All I wanna be is everything
As mean as a wolf, as sharp as a tooth
As deep as a bite, as dark as the night
As sweet as a song, as right as a wrong
As long as a road, as ugly as a toad
As pretty as a picture hanging from a fixture
Strong like a family, strong as I wanna be
Bright as day, as light as play
As hard as nails, as grand as a whale
All I wanna be oh, all I wanna be, oh
All I wanna be is everything
Everything at once
Everything at once, oh
Everything at once
As warm as the sun, as silly as fun
As cool as a tree, as scary as the sea
As hot as fire, cold as ice
Sweet as sugar and everything nice
As old as time, as straight as a line
As royal as a queen, as buzzed as a bee
As stealth as a tiger, smooth as a glider
Pure as a melody, pure as I wanna be
All I wanna be oh, all I wanna be, oh
All I wanna be is everything
Everything at once
PS:Lenka get out of my head.
Some songs are like that..aren't they? It was this windows 8 new ad and the song I liked played in it,the song by Lenka called Everything at once..
The lyrics are very catchy,I feel everybody should hear it once.Its nice :)
And if it gets stuck in your head,blame Lenka :D
As sly as a fox, as strong as an ox
As fast as a hare, as brave as a bear
As free as a bird, as neat as a word
As quiet as a mouse, as big as a house
All I wanna be, all I wanna be, oh
All I wanna be is everything
As mean as a wolf, as sharp as a tooth
As deep as a bite, as dark as the night
As sweet as a song, as right as a wrong
As long as a road, as ugly as a toad
As pretty as a picture hanging from a fixture
Strong like a family, strong as I wanna be
Bright as day, as light as play
As hard as nails, as grand as a whale
All I wanna be oh, all I wanna be, oh
All I wanna be is everything
Everything at once
Everything at once, oh
Everything at once
As warm as the sun, as silly as fun
As cool as a tree, as scary as the sea
As hot as fire, cold as ice
Sweet as sugar and everything nice
As old as time, as straight as a line
As royal as a queen, as buzzed as a bee
As stealth as a tiger, smooth as a glider
Pure as a melody, pure as I wanna be
All I wanna be oh, all I wanna be, oh
All I wanna be is everything
Everything at once
PS:Lenka get out of my head.
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I'm not a Rapunzel
...and I am proud of it.
Yes,I don't have a long hair to throw down a tower for somebody to climb up.I have short hair.In fact,I have had short hair all my life.I like it,it suits me,its easy for me to maintain and style.Though it looks a less feminine,a little unfinished,a little bare..I love it.
Most of the girls would die even if their hair is cut a little over a millimeter.They comb them for hours,take tips to make it thick,long and strong.And they are afraid guys won't like them if they cut it short.Yikes!
I believe they are not brave enough to cut them.Long hair isn't magically,when it is cut it falls to the ground like a normal hair only.
Yes,you can't hide behind it once you cut it short,you can no more use it like a curtain to cover your face. But at least the world around you will see you in three dimension :)
PS: I love Rapunzel :D
Yes,I don't have a long hair to throw down a tower for somebody to climb up.I have short hair.In fact,I have had short hair all my life.I like it,it suits me,its easy for me to maintain and style.Though it looks a less feminine,a little unfinished,a little bare..I love it.
Most of the girls would die even if their hair is cut a little over a millimeter.They comb them for hours,take tips to make it thick,long and strong.And they are afraid guys won't like them if they cut it short.Yikes!
I believe they are not brave enough to cut them.Long hair isn't magically,when it is cut it falls to the ground like a normal hair only.
Yes,you can't hide behind it once you cut it short,you can no more use it like a curtain to cover your face. But at least the world around you will see you in three dimension :)
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Self-Suicide
Suicides are always with self..only you can self suicide.Doh! Its sounds silly isn't it? But read it again..
Anyways,
Suicide is something that I have never thought of or tired even if I have ever thought of.Many say its a cowardly thing to do..but I feel it requires more courage than anything else.At least suicide is the one thing you won't regret :P.
I just feel its just one of the decisions in life.
NO,I don't encourage suicide.But,I fight for the equal mourning,the respect when one commit suicides.It shouldn't been, oh..he/she killed self,coward!!Lets just say may their soul rest in peace.
Because most of the time it won't be for self.
{PS:-Love your life,suicide is not the solution to any problem in the world}
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